i lost sleep le... was it a good choice 2 take the initiative? was it a good choice to set a trap, and now that the trao has turned ard and bite my own hands... i felt happy, but at the same time, scared, worried and even a little sad... how how how???!!! i've been dreaming non-stop, and missing non stop as well...... :(

i dreamt of him once again.. again, it was sweet dream.. but this time round, there was also sadness in the dream. he bought his gf along to our gathering... i couldn't stop crying... he was close to me, yes, but his gf was there as well, so how much could i even step 4ward? his gf was afriad of me, cos she say i looked fierce.. he ignored her and i had 2 go coax her.. how nice of me huh? how cum i still can't 4get him till this day.. why... :'(

this will be my fave pic in a long while... ^_^ love it loads!