had a long day 2day! morneing woke at 7, went PKFT for medicine buddha prayers, then ya. CHSF surprised me, cos she actually walk 2wards me 2 talk! hmmm... was surprised la. hmmm carry out some 'work' again? haha! had fun la, talked to ppl. it was a very very nice feeling lor. then things ended at 12, went katong with WT and ZR, K at teo heng, then... home sweet home. din bring ez link card so dad fetched. muahahhaa!!! had a talk with mum with regards to someone else. haiz... things that i have not seen b4 are appearing so so so often now! its quite scary!!!

i felt happy and accomplished! i did not quarrel or talk back to my dad today at all!!! yahoo!!! thank you very much to CHSF who taught me how to handle all my difficult stuffs ^_^ well, more questions next week again :P

once again, a saturday, another talk with CHSF. next week will have a longer talk. erm... wow? haha!!! but i still haf loads to learn and a long way 2 goooooooo..... jia you jia you!!!

yesterday night went for 千年一音. its nice for my la. love the drums!!! and david tao's live singing is good! juz that yesterday was a more formal sit down charity concert that there was no screams, no shouting etc. and the usual high and crazy me dare not even move too much, cos my shifus were juz siting down across me and they noe where i'm seated! haha! show ended at like 10.45 la, when we thought it would end at 10 -_- tired sia!
last week, had an hour talk with CHSF again. well, i can only say, i'm lucky to be human. haha! there's more 'homework' for me to do but i guess it'll all be worth it, especially for myself. 2night, well, i'll be off looking for her again -_- for a good cause again :D juz hope that i'm not causing her any troubles la. she told my mum that my mum should encourage me to go look for her! and both her and DYSF noes who i am my mum said like i was a very close person whom they know very well or something like tat la. its a good and bad thing.. still thinking bout it...

once again, i'm approved of wat i wanna do!! and at the max, by 2013, wat i wanna do MUST BE DONE! :D

friday to sunday de 药师宝忏 is damm shiok arh! ok, maybe i should not phrase it like tat.. should use... 随喜with everyone else! ^_^ but thru the 3 days, its really a lot of merrits accumulated. really hope that the earth will be well again. dun be so sick ok, madam earth! recover and get well soon!!! ^_^ got to know many many ppl thru these 3 days. its a nice feeling to me, everyone smiling at each other etc. i was asked to help out at different occasions, and its an honour to help! there was pain in my leg for all 3 nights, but when i woke up the next morning, the pain would be totally gone! i could juz walk normally! if not, i dun think i would be able to help out le. only on te 3rd night that i found out i had bruises on both knees, but i juz din felt it over the 3days. hmmm... well, its ok. asked question, got questions answered, feel blessed :D

went for wisdom tooth extractiong and operation yesterday. totally dun like it, lucky its only once in a lifetime sia, ok, my 2nd time. top teeth is extracted, bottom teeth was operated on. pain like mad when i got home so much so tat i wanted 2 knock myself out ao that i wun feel the pain. but i got over it and yea, till 2day still pain :( now my mouth cannot be closed cos i think the stich in my mouth is too tight when the doc had 2 sew my gums back 2gether. pain killers make the pain go away, but it makes me feel uneasy on my stomach and taste glends too. my mouth oso very 'sour' cos i cannot close it! irritating. i think this will last for at least a week to 2. jia lat, fri, sat and sun de activity how! full day somemore.. i'll make sure i eat pain killers. haha! looking forwards to fri, sat and sun ^_^

sat night is a meditaions night. had class but reach PKFT early to help out. hmm, things were completed at quite a fast rate, then had a good talk with chun hui shifu 2day. learn things from her, got reminders from her. she taught me how 2 handle some ppl, how to handle my emotions. it was a long long long talk, but well, things are not meant to be posted here and yea. i remember jiu hao le. somehow, i felt nervous and a little scared while talking to her, that i started 2 tremble in the office. i can see that she felt my pain, felt my troubles deeply, cos the sincerity was really there when she was 'teaching' me and she mentioned that i was really in a very difficult spot, but the best i could do was juz to bear with it lor. its actually a good learning opportunity 4 me. so, yea, shall not be affected le :)

wed has the last exam paper! shiok! haha! now its time 2 relax a bit. but i haf so many things 2 do! monday going for my wisdom tooth operation le. scared. tues and wed night classes will end next week and start in march 2010 again.
thurs went for some prayers. ok, fine, pray the whole day so it dun seem like some only. but its ok, cos i liked it :) initially wed had the flowering thing de, but was cancelled last minute cos got enough ppl 2 help out le. so went home le lor. there was something i heard and it was very good and i wanted 2 share. but i 4got wat izzit le. haha! so well, till i remember bahz! ^^