29/9
2day had no lunch... due 2 this stupic cat tat stay outside my house and refuse 2 budge... it even climbed on my windoe ledge lor!!! i was scratched by it b4... so i dare not go out 2 buy lunch lor... i waited from 10am all the way till 3.45pm and it was still there!!! in the end my uncle came and chase it away... haha...

30/9
this morning, the cat turned up again... it was purring away and woke my whole family up... my dad wanted 2 chase it away but i told him tat the cat scratch ppl de... in the end he used this bamboo stick 2 chase it away lor...
2day was childrens' day... i went back 2 my child care 2 help out... had such a busy day lars... tat i din go and meet hui nee they all at the library... SORRY!!!
anyway, the kids HAD SO MUCH FUN hor... they were so happy lor... haha... they oso got so many presents... haha... then it was oso a rewarding day for the teachers la... cos got a lot of food... then got parents treats, the cooking auntie oso treated us... play play play, eat eat eat... then oso gave out the presents lor... i wanted 2 upload the photos de... but somehow cannot... i will try again tmr la... 2 show ppl tat the kids have fun with me!!! haha...
then i left the child care around 5.15pm... went 2 my aunt's house for dinner... since her house was so near, i managed 2 leave her house at 5.30pm 2 go and buy the superstar cd... $17.95... quite ex leh.. but the songs are ok la...
tmr await a call from my boss 2 confirm my working hours for next month... haiz...
I MISS MY KIDS AT THE CHILD CARE!!! (well most of the teachers there refer them as 'our' kids.. hui nee and shanlyn will understand la) CAN'T WAIT 2 GO BACK!!!

hehe.. now i am at hui nee's house... using her computer 2 blog... hehe... she and shanlyn now studying in the living room and here i am blogging, and listening 2 jun yang's guardian angel... hehe... such a nice song... yaya... and hui nee is there, keep complaning tat she is tired-cum-sleepy... any question then the 2 of them will ask me de... hehes...

haiz... i think i have made up my mind le... abt wat i said in the morning... i think hui nee will noe abt it la... juz told her only... she oso said tat there was something suspicious abt it... she oso juz said tat she juz knew tat there was so many problems la... haha... ok... i noe wat 2 do le...

y muz the sad past be borught up? and cause me 2 lose my sleep?! she never learns from her mistakes! 'ACCIDENTLY' sign into my account? i dun think so lor! wat the heck r u trying 2 do next?! pls juz... let me off can? pls!? wat did i ever do 2 offend u??? it juz makes makes me so sad 2 haf a fren like u...

will i ever 4give u? i dunno... i spent a nite thinking of it le... and i still dunno... time shall tell the answer..

2day they came over again... and some ppl oso very blur la... dunno wat i am trying 2 say... haiz... anyways, tmr going hui nee house le la... hehe...
i feel so guilty sia... 2 bother ppl during their holiday 2 ask abt PIPC... i feel very bad lehs... but really no choice la.. hehe... see... shanlyn... i so good... help u ask leh...
anyway, something wrong with my ears 2day... i think my flu too seriours le la... till it block my ears le... when my mum came home, i had no idea wat she was toking 2 me abt... then she was showing me this face... till i explain le then she ok... haha

haiz... feel so pity for hui nee... hehe.... she will noe y la... hor hui nee....

haha... 2day at least jia wen did all the correct things... even had some laugh b4 they went home... haha!!!

this is dedicated 2 the BABOON...

OI!!! DUN INSULT ME HOR!!! DUN PUT ME WITH SOME1 WHOM I DUN LIKE AT ALL HOR!!! PLS HOR!!!

anyway, they all go home le... so i come here blog again lor... tmr they coming again thou... haha... wed oso...
tat baboon make me so angry 2day... ANGRY!!! tmr better watch wat u say hor... haha... she oso did something on friendster.. haha... me gonna touch up on it 4 her 2nite... muahahaha... afternoon din study much la... spent most of the time lzing around, watching TV, crapping abt stuffs la... haha... a least it was not a boring day... haha

ME STILL SICK!!! i keep sneezing... dunno y la... some1 muz be cursing me or missing me??? how i noe larx... aiyoh... my nose very pain le leh... let the sneezing stop can? haish... now my house like so quite lar... oso no 1 online 2 tok 2 me... haha... all buzy with their own life larx... fine... i shall go and fix my jigsaw puzzle then...

now shanlyn and jia wen at my house... haha... oh... hui nee oso... tmr they coming again larz...
anyway... me juz scolded hui nee for her curse on me! haha... last nite no bad dreams... so good... haha...
haha... now hui nee and jia wen laughing in the living room... haha...siao la... me come back later in the day 2 blog la... haha

nothing 2 do.. so here i am blogging...
hui nee's 'curse' seems 2 live on me sia... thurs nite had a nightmare of....., than last nite again... i am thus determined 2 make myself tired b4 sleeping larz...
life these days are getting more and more 'fun' la... FUN FUN FUN!!! yeah rite... i seem 2 be lying 2 myself hor... actually should be FAN for me la...

me very very sick le... got blocked and runny nose... oso dunno how la... but i think cos thurs i play 2 much in the rain le... then after tat oso did not dry myself... so friday the nose started...2day, the nose got worst la... then oso very very pain.. so difficult 2 sleep... muz use the mouth 2 breath the whole day... VERY XIN KU!!! VERY UNCOMFORTABLE!!! haiz.... sore throat and fever coming le... haiz...

i got my paycheck from work last friday... but still haven bank in... haha... oso wun be able 2 spend the money de lar... haiz...

AIYAH! i dunno wat 2 write le lar! i feel very FAN now lar...


the knot is still there... my mind is still as messy... is my mind playing tricks on me? y am i feeling this way leh?
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOME1 HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i think no 1 will be able 2.... hahas....

2day morning went for mentor... the sun damm hot la... then they somemore make us play games in the sun... so irritating la... now i am having a great headache la... but anyway... it will be my last time i am at WSPS...
afternoon i came home and slept from 3 plus till 6.30 la... now tired again... sianz...
i am going to kill tat 'baboon' the next time i see her... she better not say anything wrong le lor... haha...
next week not working... haha... can rest myself le... but i oso helping out some of my frens with something la...



there is some knots in my heart... i dunno wat am i feeling now oso... wat am i thinking of? y do i feel so confused and messed up? wat is going wrong with me? i feel sad? happy? angry? or wat? i really dunno... SOEM1 HELP PLS!!!

haha
i am so happy at 11.26pm...
HAPPY!!!
well something juz cheered me up... have been waiting for it for quite some time le la...

2day me sick le!!! got no vioce and running the flu oso... even got vioce the voice come out oso strange strange 1... but anyways oso went 2 work cos i wanna take my pay check...haha

2day got back the exams results... i was so shocked tat i yelled out lor.. I PASSED ALL THE SUBJECTS!!! no sup paper 4 me le... haha so happy... to some of u whom i called... i will help u peeps as much as i can!

anyway.. me 2day good mood le.. haha...
so tired 2 day... i like no energy 2 control the kids la... then when they had their nap, i slept with them lor... but i a-bit-the sleep 2 much la.. by the time 1 woke up was 2 le... so rushed out 2 buy something then rush back to the centre again... felt more refreshed for the afternoon la... then teach teach.. then left for my aunt's house for dinner with my stomach aching away... took some medicine in the school then when at my aunt's house slept lor... while waiting for my dad 2 pick me up...

i wanna school 2 start... but not 2 study... juz 2 see some1 else whom i have not seen for 1 month?

2day... spent most of the day at ECP... we cycled in the rain thou... since raining mah... duh! anyway, me, shanylyn and jia wen each took a bicycle, then alesia and wei ting rented a double ppl bicycle... then tat shu jie dunno how 2 cycle so we teach her lors.. but in the end she still dunno lars... haha... oso din cycle much la.. me 2 tired le..haha... oso kept playing with the sand and water... as if no child hood like tat... haha

AA13 class bbq... quite fun actually la... din really wanna leave early but had 2... cos tmr got work...juz got home oso...
so many things happened 2day...
saw another class at pit C27, year 2 de...
then while on the way 2 NTUC oso saw other ppl from TP... then wehn returning the bicycles oso saw 3 out of 4 ez-link cards were from TP de students de... wah... sao many TP peeps at ECP 2day... haha.. on my way back... my leg kena blisters la... PAIN!!!

saw 5 ppl from project superstar... junyang, leon, william, sugi and silver... then saw tat silver keep NG-ing... haha.. i think cos we keep standing there 2 look at them la... then their stuipd manager say they no time... wat!? no time 2 even let us take photo of them meh! so angry lor... then after tat juz bbq la... till 6.30 me, shu jie and jia wen left for NTUC 2 buy more foods cos scared later more ppl come then will not have enuf mah... in the end left so much... but nvm...i treat them 2 the food... told them not 2 pay me...oso dunno y i did tat la...
oh ya... something funny happened oso... cos got 2 ppl send hui nee 2 the bus stop mah.. then i wanted 2 say.. wah 2 lan nans pei u arh.. but in the end said..wah... 2 meng nans pei u arh? PUKES!!!

then somethingS happened oso la... make me feel so ouch... PLS HOR!!! ME GIRL LEH!!! I HAVE FEELING DE!!!
some peopleS la... make me so angry tat i even cried in front of jia wen and hui nee lors... so sad hor.... haha... but after tat i think i ok le... I THINK...

2nite i no need sleep le lars.. me still so sad and angry...in any means, if any1 of u reading this... PLS NOTE TAT WAT U GUYS SAID REALLY HURT ME!!! really very ouch... maybe me am a more emotional person la... but really very ouch... wat u peeps said when at the pit there was puch... wat u all said when we were sitting down 2wards the end oso ouched me a lot... dun believe me can oways ask hui nee, jia wen, alesia or shu jie... :'(
and some ppl oso out 2 make me throw face..PLS! MY NAME IS HAN PING!!! i am not nui nai ping!!! somemore shout until so loud tat every1 can hear!!! wa lao eh!!! and pls hor... dun damaged my reputation hor! thanks hor!


tmr i still have wrok oso... so tired and no energy le... scared later tmr morning cannot wake up...oso no energy 2 control the kids... haha... wish me luck la...

ARGH!!! TME RESULTS COME OUT LE!!! DIE LE!!!

2day no work... sianz...
morning woke up at 7.30... went online 2 chat... in the end only 1 person online la... so chat chat chat till 10 plus? then more ppl came... then chat again till 1 plus la
din take any lunch...
afternoon mainly did housework for my mom... then tat's all ba...
now i still confused... should i be happy? or should i be sad?
1st case: i should be happy... but y i feel sad?
2nd case: i am ANGRY with her!!!

damm tired 2day... no mood 2 blog... :'(

missing tat fish...
so sad... sobz...

this is dedicated 2 the ' AH KOW'


thank you!!!

ah... finally... its a sat...
lucky no need to work... at least i can rest de la...
can't wait for next thus 2 arrive! looking 2ward 2 it... haha
hopefully my leave appilcation will be sucessful?
PLS BOSS! ALLOW ME 2 TAKE LEAVE!








i am back for more...
MY TAG IS FINALLY UP! CHEERS!... but i all thanks 2 shanlyn tat i can see it oso.. haha
anyways...
i practically slept like most of 2day larz...
woke at 8... then slept from 1 till 6 again...
hu ask me so tired from the work.. but its ok la... i enjoy my work...
shanlyn oso helping me buy the jj puzzle... thanks girl!
haha... this blog oso she help me 'make' de... so i owe her a meal lor...
next time after mentoring then treat u la... u should noe where we r going la... haha


2day oso found out tat SOME1 treat 2 ppl differently... lied 2 one of them and even treated tat 1 of them so badly... and then tat SOME1 go treat the other person very well... or at least better la... *(smiles)

going out 2 AA13-ians of AFSN...
pls go for thursday's de BBQ!!!
the OLs oso going le... so go and have fun and relax!!!
c all of u then! :)

am i missing tat fish?
AM I MSSING TAT FISH? SOME1 PLS TELL ME!
i oso dunno wat is going on with me... juz feel tat... oso dunno wat i feeling
my mind seems to be 'messed up'? i dun even noe wat i am thinking and feeling!
i am tired and more tired la...
working seems to overcome me... and it does not even help me 2 cure my mind la!
nvm... looking 4ward 2 next thurs! class BBQ! evey1 go kz?
c ya all peeps then!

i finally got time 2 blog le... currently working at this child care somewhere near YCK mrt station. quite fun la... but 3rd day back and i am tired le... pls lor... i am the only person working full day with the youngest kids leh... hu ask me got work there b4, so the boss trust me la...
annoying sia. got no pay rise... hopefully will have la... but still, i go there work is 2 spend time and earn a bit of money la... got a pact with hui nee and alesia... WE WANNA GO OCEAN BUTTERFLY there learn guitar... hehe... very ex sia... but hu ask me, the guitar at home rotting away le...
haha
i oso missing tat... fish? some ppl will noe hu i toking about la... aiyoh, 2 months cannot see tat fish leh... so sad rite? sobz... haiz...
better put my mind back on my studies la...
i preparing for the supp papers la... PIPC, HAP are confirm de la... as for SFP and OBC... think there is still hope for me... keep your fingers crossed for me!

currently working rite now...
so no time come online le... maybe next time then change my settings ba...
keke...

new blog at 4.21 pm..
i shall leave it for now till after exams then come and blog ba...