我要生病了!!! 昨天晚上, 喉咙觉得麻麻, 热热, 烧烧的, 带着小小的疼痛, 超级不舒服! 早上起来时, 头昏昏的, 眨眼睛时, 眼睛也觉得烧烧的... 或许是不够睡眠吧! 可能是压力的关系, 总觉得想吐. 刚刚读书还读到哭! 感到好害怕啊!!! 我好累啊!!!

i think i'm gonna fall sick soon.. last night, my throat felt sore with this numb and warm feeling... this morning, when i woke up, i was super giddy, and my eyes felt warm when i blink.. maybe its cos i dun haf enough sleep bahz... maybe its due to stress, i feel like puking.. i even cried juz now while studying... i feel very scared... i am very tired...

exams commences tmr... ends 2nd may... wish me luck...

haven been sleeping for days and nights.. dunno y, but this exams de feeling are kind of different.. i feel more stressed, more worried and more scared than ever.. i juz wanna do well i gues.. cried countless time le.. so scared... haven been sleeping well.. slept damm little.. study a lot, but nothing goes in... tired...

for past 2 nights, i've been sleepinh in my mum's room.. cos she on air-con mahz.. damm freaking hot la these few das!!! anyways! sleeping in my mum'm room has not only been good in having the air-con, i've also been having sweet dreams!!! and these dreams seem 2 continue night after night!!! it juz makes me wanna go back 2 sleep and not wake up! but well, dreams will most probably be an opposite of life.. so, no hope at all de la... but i haf 2 admit tat my dreams were quite ridiculous thou :P cos it 100% about things tat will never happen de... haha!!! night 1: dreamt of aw-dog and liljay and they were 'protecting' and 'covering up' 4 me... they were more like my brothers la... somehow, we walked from taiwan 2 singapore in juz.. a few steps? haha!! night 2: dreamt of lilhow like we were really close? like halo? haha!! its a weird dream but things in the dream was nice.. and really sweet... thou i oso tried 2 slap myself awake in the dream cos the me in the dream oso find things not possible 2 happen de la! but yea.. i woke up in the middle of the night, then went back 2 sleep and the dream CONTINUED!!! twice i woke up and twice the dream continued! lol.. but well, my sec school frens seem 2 appear in both dreams... yea.. and the bitch was there in my dream oso.. she ruined everything as usual... but i wan more of the sweet dreams!!! ^_^


*i sincerely hope tat the dreams i had will be true in practical life... please, even if juz 50% of it...*

pls be more grown up.. if u can't, then 2 bad 4 u.. i'll save myself and wun recommend u anymore... i wun care if you're pity or wat.. cos you're never ever pity again 2 me BITCH! u've taken away wat had belonged 2 me.. now, its payback time...

my whole arm is swollen -_- now, its wrapped up and i cannot do a lot a lot of things -_- its so damm totally stiff and straight now... i'm typing with my left hand -_- its swollen and the bone is like out of position like tat... think i swam 2 much plus i play with the kids 2 much liao..cos when you're in the pool, u dunno the energy that u used de... so maybe i juz use 2 much force without noeing it bahz.. haiz... tmr then put the picture here la.. haha!!! lazy 2 upload :P


omg, i missed u in class 2day man! wth la! better stop u from entry into my head le.. haha!! and the song u sang, the words u said is stuck in my head -_-

i swim and i swim and i swim... i swam damm long 2day man!!! shiok sia!! thou it was rainning, the swimming continued.. cos can siwm in the rain de mahz! the water was so warm and shiok la.. then 2day, the coach went down 2 swim with the kids again.. (its a nice feeling 2 me 2 see the coach swim with the kids.. its juz, nice :) me, my mum, my aunt were laughing along with the coach.. cos he made fun of the kids mahz.. so cute la! haha!! the poor 4 year old boy dare not cry.. then the coach juz say, u wanna cry juz cry la, i'll juz sayang u de! he said tat with a smile 2 us thou.. haha!!! well, my cousins all swam well... after their lesson, i continue 2 teach them.. without the coach thou, dun wan him 2 see me teach.. later he think i'm snatching his rice-bowl :P haha!!!


你今天的每一个眼神都造成我的心跳加速, 但那感觉也让我的心感到非常甜, 感到非常高兴, 犹如小鹿乱撞.

2day had a mj session at flora's place... TOTALLY ROCKS MAN!!! haven played MJ since CNY la.. hahaha!!! i wan more more more after exams!!! thanks flora 4 allowing us 2 create a 'din' at your place.. hahaha!!! but i think i seriously like your room man! and the dale rocks! hahaha!!! i won 10 buck, thou i wanted 2 treat them 2 dinner with it.. cos felt kind of bad la... but they said no! cos tat's mj.. well, okies then.. for the sake of more mj, i shall keep the 10 bucks.. haha!!!

after tat went 4 huai wen de b-day celebration at the Asian Civilisations Museum.. wow! cool man! he inivited 2 long rows of ppl.. the main dishes were alright, but the desserts totally rocks man! CHOCOLATE FONDU IS JUZ SO DAMM FREAKING NICE!!!! we took lots of spastics shots oso.. haha!!! but the shots are damm nice la.. the ACM haf a nice place 2 cam hore so bascially tat was wat we were doing all night.. play till damm hot la! haha!!! catch up with every1, tok, crap, laugh etc etc.. it was a very enjoyable evening ^_^ hope there is more 2 come ^_^

i juz irritates me at the sight of u.. i dunno y.. but i'm trying 2 accept things as they come and go... but i beg u, stop taking ppl i treasure away from my side.. it hurts me... i was there 1st, then u came and took everything away.. now, i feel like i'm left with nothing.. haven u had enough already? u get the all the goods things tat i once had, and then? by calling yourself a fren, u left me with NOTHING! nothing at all... ouch...






maybe the idea of stereotyping should stop... but i juz dun like u...

good frens are hard 2 come by... so damm rare... having had another round of 'punishment', i will treasure the 7 of u even even ever more... i'm really glad i got to know the 7 of u... u gals really make my life rocks!!! thanks loads man!!!! i hope we can be frens for the long long long long long future ^_^