phew!!! exams r over le!!! yeah!!! haha... so happy.. hopefully i can do well? i hope so... haha!!! hmm anyways... when i came home i tok on the phone 4 a while... hmm and i oso find out things tat r well, not so very nice la... hmm... well.. poor thingS la... haha!!! okies... i muz not get affected liaoz.. i hope i wun la... budden by the looks of 2day, i scared will de nehz... i guess mostly things r landing on my head liaoz... i will try my bez... yes! haha... ok, i am damm high 2day :P

i wanna thanks u for letting me realise the difference between real love, brotherly love and good frens. i really grew up more thou.....................................*words not meant 2 be seen* but still thanks!!! ^_^

whenever i am gonna succeed 2 4get the past, it is oways be brought up again.. and no thanks 4 tat btw! wth!!! can't u juz shut tat mnouth of yours and make it as if u noe everything? pls lor... its all thanks 2 u tat i haf 2 endure so damm many more days of i-dunno-how-to-describe-tat-feeling... and i really hate it kz! its exams period now... how the hell do u think i can concentrate with u srd, opening tat mouth of your and make me feel down again? and oso, its not nice 2 listen 2 other ppl toking without being told tat u r given permission 2 listen kz! hu do u think u are? u r nothing!!! argh!!! if u dunno wat is going on, then dun assume!!! dun make it look as if u noe everythign cos u noe nothing!!! nothing at all!!! wat u told me was nothing 2 wat i was saying kz! be galdful tat is me... if it was some1 else, i think tat person might haf bashed u up! can u juz f**k out of my life! u think i will continue 2 tell u everything? no.. i will never ever tell u anymore things.. u made 2 many mistakes since last year tat it made so damm many ppl realise tat u can't be trusted... and tat includes me... i DIE oso wun tell u anymore things... juz get the hell out of my life and leave me alone... i dun need 2 u 2 act kind, as if u really care, and then go spread 2 the rest of the world things abt me... juz get out... and btw, its time u wake up and look ard, and see how many ppl hate u... no thanks, no sorry, juz f**k off!

these few days 100% din go well 4 me... i found out a lot of things which were hidden from em and it was damm damm hurtful 2 me... does any1 noes it? i dun think so.. y? cos i can't tell any1... y? cos i am afraid tat i will trust wrong ppl again, like wat happened in the past... haiz... i am sad and so is some other ppl out there.. i dunno how 2 cheer myself up, i duno how 2 cheer others up... sian diao la... but well... i shall concentrate on my exams b4 i think of anything else... so no worries :)

so damm hurt
so damm disappointed
i cried
i cry

yeah!!! omg.. i haf such a great and wonderful birthday... yesterday celebreated in school... 2 day lehz, went for S2006... whole day nothing odd happened... then! suddenly, at the end of the whole thing, the Mc called out some names and call those ppl up on satge... i was the 1st 2 be called... dare not go up on stage lor... then juz stay under the stage, refused 2 go up cos tot i did something wrong or wat... then got another gal and another guy oso kena called... on stage, they all juz said.. these ppl de birthday, then every1 clapped and sang the song lor.. so damm touched la! i really trembled like siao kz! imagine, in front of 100 over ppl with ppl from mindef? omg... haha!!! they pass a cake 2 me, budden i was really scared of cake liaoz... so i let some1 else eat it lor... haha!!! it think it contained a bit of alcohol bahz... haha... then after tat, went 4 dinner with lay yian, xin yu, nang leng, jashua and chee keen... supposedly i was 2 be treated de la.. budden felt bad, so gave $10 then the rest some1 will top :P haha.. thanks la! anyway, we had dinner at swensens... birthday gal had a free ice-cream... budden i ordered another ice-cream liaoz so let the guys eat it lor... another table oso had a person de birthday mahz, and got quite a lot of ppl la... so they sag a b-day song lor.. BUDDEN!!! 2 bad they met up with us... the 2 gals and 3 guys sang the song till really really damm damm loud lehz... haha!!! happy la... thou a bit shy la.. haha!!! but still, really damm happy... now thinking back i really really wanna cry sia! haha...

really thank u 2 every1 hu made my day sooooo great.. i dun think i will 4get this day, thou there is no pic 4 me 2 keep as memory la... but still, really.. its really once in a life time.. thanks! thanks really very very much... muacks!!!

i think sometimes in life, there is bound 2 haf some disappointments... i 4 one, was kinda of disappointed 2day by some ppl, whom i was once well... i dunno how 2 describe la... budden, it was juz disappointing when u dun get something u wan...

my 1st b-day cake this year: cookies and cream ice cream cake from swensens

2nd b-day cake from family: chocolate

1st b-day present from wt, alesia and shu jie

Taken during li shen jie concert

dont we juz look nice? hehe

this 1 nice oso right? haha

the guy is suppose 2 smile nicely de... can any1 see??? haha

2day de S2006.. ok la.. fun but tiring... got to know a few more new frens again, all from IT school de... haha!!! was walking ard town area till leg really tired... walk here and there, dun here and there... then after tat went kampong gal m 2 continue the game... oso run run la.. me and wt like 2 siao gals running abt... then after tat went back oriental hotel for debrief (tat was where i got the shock)... then it was off 2 learn how 2 be a good bus host le... took bus from the hotel, to suntec 2 look at the exhibition hall.. OMG!!! DAMM BIG!! and we r the special ones who can see it kz.. haha!!! then took bus 2 stadium then airport... airport we basically juz walk the shole of terminal 1 and terminal 2... damm tired lor, cos the guides was a guy hu can walk damm fast! haha... then after tat went back suntec again.. then jiu dinner, come home and then gonna sleep le... haha!!!

juz now was thinking bout something till i really can't tahan and i cried.. told shan and 'ah jie' abt it.. thanks 4 'listening' 2 me... thanks a lot.. i noe i not suppose 2 cry on this day, budden juz can't help it...

yupppi!!! i muz really thank my frens man... haha... giving me a b-day surprise and a present.. hehe... thanks!! haha... morning went school, took life tat time met wei ting... she pass me the present lor... then after tat got a card from my freshie and oso the gang of 8 gals la... then... after lecture, went with shan 2 library... then came back somehow wt, li si and xiao xue gone... so i suspect le la... then after tat went level 1 lor.. swensens de oreo cookies and cream ice-cream cake was waiting for us with the candles almost gone... haha!!! then eat le went with sahn 2 TM eat pasta mania... then went home... i took 1 hour 2 unwrap the present wei ting they all gave lor! from 4.36 open till 5.34... cos i really handles with a lot of care.. haha!!! it was a pink colour cushion.. then got a button 2 press then got light de... nice nice.. i nearly cried cos really really very nice... haha!!! then my parents came home.. with another... cake!!! omg.. can peng sia... haha!!! but juz ate lor.. then kor gave 'ang pow' 2 me... hehe... i noe wat 2 do with the money le... yeah :P tmr haf 2 wake up early.. got S2006... sian de nehz... *yawns* muz go sleep le... haha.. pics tmr then upload le.. lazy :P


thanks very very much for the surprise 2day!!! thou i sort of expected it :P but the cared and present are damm nice.. yes, i will preserve both, then next time we 30 years old we meet then i show u all.. haha

yeah yeah yeah!!! FPQA is done and submited!!! YEAH!!!! haha... next is juz left with interviews then exams... then next sem de FPQA project... omg.. juz let me live till next sem then kill me bahz... haha!!! i am so damm happpy la!!! haha...
tme going koolworks as a field trip for FPQA... so fun la.. budden... need 2 bring lab coat la... lazy sia... haha... ok.. i should tell myself tat i am glad tat all reports are over le... and tat its gonna be a fun trip! haha!!!
oh no.. i am soooooo high 2night... die lo... :P

omg!!! in a few more moments and all projects done!!! yeah!!! haha.. i am soo damm happy!!! no more FPQA.. for this semester... haha!!!

2day went 2 watch fire works... damm nice la! haha!!! morning met up with alesia and ask her pei me go see doctor... argh.. got myself 4 types of medicine, with 3 drowsy one... i took the drowsy 1 after school and it made me went tired, quiet and bad tempered lor... dampen my mood 4 the 2nd half of the day... hmm reach home ard 11.40... was caught in the jam for 2hour plus b4 i change 2 107 to come home... make my butt and back hurt only... 3 hours de bus trip lor!!! can go mad de... plus i not feeling well, took medicine lor... when i reach home the 1st thing i did was 2 puke.. then i bath.. sat in front of comp and i puked again... then juz 5mins ago i puked again.. i better drink water le... i think i am gonna dehydrate le... juz took my medicine and i am sure i am gonna get knocked out in 15 mins... or even less... well.. i am really juz very very tired la... sian sia!!!

oh no... i am sick le!!! i think oso partially due 2 the haze and ppl burning inscence paper everywhere... cos i haf sensitive nose la... now oso haf sore throat and cough.. and fever is catching up very soon... juz measure my temp and its reaching 38 soon le... tmr if i et any worse or remain then see doctor... or else i think i dun wanna see le... i seriously hate the medicine sia... hmm.. tmr night gonna watch fire works... hmm think can go la... unless i really 2 sick then dun think i will go... haha!!! my nose really hurts till i really feel like chopping it off la... sian sia... tmr still got school.. dun feel like going le... but muz go, since exams coming soon le... sian!!!

how i wish i can click and move on to after exams... haha!!! ok.. i am being damm stupid here... hm... school was boring... cos FPQA haf 2 redo again.. sian arh!!! haha... then haf 2 do NLS and FC de past year paper... tmr no need 2 rest lo.. muz study!!! omg.. i never knew tat i would study... budden recently i got study for my quizes and i am proud 2 say tat i am improving le!!! hmm.. nothing else le.. 2day saw adriano in TM... he was shock 2 see me and wei ting cos i think the 2 of us a bit tired, then when we look at him kind of become a rude stare bahz... but we really mean nothing!!! sian lo.. feeling so tired... and oso getting sick le... haha!!!

YEAH!!! mi lu bing has won the superband!!! muahahaha!!! kind of sad tat lucify din get into final 2... budden, well, their singing last night wasn't tat good either so... yep... haha... gonna bake a oreo cake 2day.. wonder how will it go cos i using trial de lor.. cos dun haf a standard recipe for me... welll, juz give it a try right? if not nice then say la... haha!!!
yeah!!! some1 treat me 2 milo ice man!! haha!!!

hoooooo... now in comp lab blogging again.. haha!!! and the stupid mouse is so damm stupid tat its not working la!!! argh!!! haha.. later going 2 TM de popular 2 get my popular book... haha... then maybe gonna buy something tat is nice and sweet... haha!!!! hmmm i damm scared tat this month de hp bill will over again de nehz... cos hor... haha.. juz bcos bahz... haha!!! i damm sian.. NLS i was awake, budden for CaT i totally flop on the table 2 orh orh lor... haha!!! then went to do FPQa 4 a while... then after tat met wt, ah pek and boon 4 lunch at jupiter cafe and ate fish and chip... haha!!! i have not eaten anything since yesterday de CaT lunch till 2day morning when i ate egg sandwhich again.. haha!!! omg,, and i am mad again 2day.. cos wt say so de... i dunno y juz laugh and laugh and laugh la.. haha!!! i am going mad... i actually can't open my eyes de.. so damm damm tired la... later after going TM i shall go home, pack some things then sleep.. haha... see, i keep haha-ing tat i can't stop... muahaha....

cat tech is finally over... 2day,we bake our chocolate almond cake.. well, it seems successful... the final ourcome was not bad lehz.. at the decoration oso good... base looked like tiramisu, the top like an itallian flag cos of red, green and yellow... food and all was nice... budden i din finish the rice cos really 2 full le... haha!!! weekend gonna try out orea cake... so many ppl ask me 2 do.. fine.. shall give it a try.. not nice de hua.. then see how la.. haha!!! and some1 oso wan lemon de cake... shall oso see how.. got energy then bake 2, no energy then bake 1 1st lor.. haha!!!

this is our choclate cake.. nice? hehe

our full dish... the fruit punch was nice... haha!!!

this is our full course menu upclose... hungry?

eating ice-cream... y aren't we looking at the camera?! hehe * ice-cream more important la*

i was so damm stressed 2day tat i cried 3 times.. this morning had no chocolate... panic... cired... then during FI lab, told jia wen de group de worng things, had 2 redo experiments, cried... then was toking 2 xin ru and shanlyn, saying out everything, oso cried... hiaz... i oso dunno wat is wrong.. budden i feel as if everything is juz my fault.. thou i noe its not really la... cos its a group work de mahz... but i juz feel as if is my fault la... and feel so damm guilty la...


and ya.... need 2 thank 'ah jie' hu help us run so many places in the morning 2 help us get the baking chocolate chips... thanks a lot!! really thanks loads!!! next time then treat u a meal... haha... pai seh!!! make u wake up so early, run so many places then late 4 your project... really thanks!! kk.. enough thanks le :P