i'm really very surprised. i went to PKFT today to help them look after the temple while they went out. well, had a list of things to do from CHSF, and waiting in line was the cleaning up of the 3 shrines plus the Bodhi Tree. had a talk with CHSF cos she asked my about my visit to doctor lai. well, the doc say i'm under stress and that's the reason why i'm having gastric and a warm stomach. he asked me if i'm stressed? i said no! but shifu told me an immediate YES! YOU ARE STRESSED!!! and she told me the reasonS la, which then i realised, how can she know me better than i know myself, and she knows how i'm feeling on that day when i don't really know! i'm totally awed and amazed!!! and once again, i nearly broke down in front of her, but i fought back but i think she could tell i was about to burst out. i don't think i have the courage to cry in front of her once again, after the so many things that she has taught me! if i cry in front of her, it will seem like all that she has taught me has gone down the drain. well, i shall watch myself and practice more. i'm actually happy, CYSH has been teaching me the bell-drum set of instrument. hehe, quite fun :P enjoyed! will be there every sunday to practice with debs!!! ^_^

thank you very much to all the shifus!!! they know why, i think :)

uncle has passed away... may he rest in peace....