2day was our 1st and ever i-guides briefing... and i admit tat i screwed up the part on being an emcee.. sorry!!! :(
after tat... we had our lunch opposite school, then we were off to sheng song 2 buy goodies for BBQ at night at tim's house! yeah!!!
reach sheng song, shop shop, buy buy, then it rain big big!!! like wow? anyway... we went back 2 school 2 marinate the chickens... with black pepper and teriyaki sauce... hmm.. we hid in a certain LT of a certain school... haha!!! then terrence pick us up and we had our fun on his driving of the van which was somewat like a mini roller-coaster ride la... hit road curb, then when went down the slope, even he himself made sound effects lor!!! haha... inmagine like some of us were literally grabbing on the our seats kz.. and bobby even fell of her seat la... but still...
at tims house, bbq, bbq and more bbq... hmm... and like 2day laugh till like dunno wat lor.. seriously, i-guides main com? we r really a fun bunch of ppl 2 be with lor... haha!!! hmm.. me and meili actually wanted 2 leave at 9pm de... budden she took xin yu de hp, so in the end we went back again lor... then my dad came 2 fetch us at ard, 10 plus pm.. tong bang meilie and jashua home... its really like.. only a few steps away from their home nia lor.. heng daddy was in a good mood, even joked with meili and jashua la... haha!!! then i come home, only a few words.. super tired!!! haha...

and something happened dring the BBQ.. let me illustrate and tell u...

look at the above pic... the grren circles represents guys, red is me (only girl at pit)... so basically, we were all standing round the BBQ pit cooking la... and the guys were all down the like singing the song: as we 'BANG!' to the left and we 'BANG' to the right, as we 'BANG' as we 'BANG' as we 'BANG' all night.... (blah blah blah)... and a new partener found! they were oso doing out the actions la! i was serioudly thinking.. omg la! i dun belong there sia... pollutions 2 my eyes and ears!!! and they din even did it once ok.. its more than 3 times!!! esp. paul and tim la!! even terrence oso join in worz!! so i basically see almost a 2 hour full of the guys down there 'banging!' away la... -_-'''

yesterday was i-guides sub com selection at ALP... was kind of going mad the whole day... hmm.. morning was the ALP... then after tat was lunch at downtown east.. was suppose to have our meeting at the lunch place oso de... budden left for pasir ris park instead.. sat on the grass 2 haf our meeting.. then me and meili shared a cone ben and jerry ice-cream... cookies and cream, and chocolate fudge brownie... YUMMY!!! after meeting went to the minds cafe... was playing with the games there till some of us like.. a bit voiceless sia... haha!!! but its fun!!!!
juz now baked the chocolate hot fudge sundae cake... NICE!!!

TSOLTAMAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well juz guess wat the hell i am writing on top... kind of damm super easy la... correct ans have nothing... muahahahahaha!!!

phew!!! nothing much went wrong.. thou i feel a bit bad.. ok... very bad... ok, i noe i am not suppose 2 feel tat way, but still, cannot help it... these few days is so damm damm stress up with projects la... its driving me nuts and i am about to burst out into tears le!!! seriously, 'stress' from i-guides is nothing compared to my projects... actually, i-guides is a place where i can somewat 'fa xie' my stress de lor... but well, ok, myabe i am still stressed out a bit by i-guides bahz... in one way or another sure de la... but i think so far ok la.. i juz hope tat things will be even better in future... at least sat i get 2 relax la... and sunday will be a day for me 2 rest lo!!! yeah!!! oh hang on a sec... monday need 2 hand in AdFS! damm it! means sunday gotta rush again.. pass few days rush FPQAP le... and FSM oso, and my FPr grp somehow oso a bit rush rush for out project when the deadline is like... next year? haha!!! we oways tell oueselves.. heloo, it TKB here u noe... muahahaha!! slack and lazy and easy going... good in the sense its stress free, bad in the sense tat we fear we might not learn the things tat we need 2 learn... ok.. i am super de duper tired le... drained in every sense liaoz... yawns... bye!!! ^_^

to my I-guides main com: yo peeps!!! every1 is doing a good job now so every1 juz keep it up kz? GAMBATE!!! p.s. we still haf 2 long way 2 go man! :P

oh damm it.. i am so lucky 2 haf my frens by my side... be it class or i-guides.. i really wanan thank all of u for supporting me, telling me not 2 worry etc etc... wanna thank u guys and girls for wanting 2 pei me on tat day when i think i might be... 'dead'... really... THANKS!!! ^_^

i am tired... sometimes i wonder.. is it worth it 4 me 2 put in so much? while at the same time others can claim credit for some things tat went well but tat person din do anything... i tot.. 4get it la... juz as long as every1 happy jiu ok le... for me, i will oways haf my frens by my side, listening 2 all my stupid shit and crap.. so thanks girls! (since its only all girls involve :P) really thanks a lot a lot...
i haf been so busy, tat i haf not been sitting down in front of the computer for a long long time... whenever my frens wanna tok 2 me, i either AFK or really busy... sorry peeps, but i really dunno y dun haf time.. for now, my computer is juz for projects and more projects... and oso research... i really lose track of so damm many things la... din even haf time 2 go 2 my frens blog 2 read... wells... 1st 2 weeks of school din really go as well for me bahz... kind of in a sort of 'depression cum lost' state... as usual, lucky i haf a huge great bunch of frens hu r around me, never failing 2 cheer me up and make me laugh... this time.. its a big thanks to the GUYS and GIRLS! haha!!!

i am glad tat i haf u back as my good fren once again... thou i dun show it, i wanna thank u loads... cos u really help me grow up mentally a lot... u tot me how 2 get over the past, how 2 get over sad times, how 2 remain calm even when i am angry or when i am misunderstood... so really, thanks a lot! if u r reading this, pls tag my board b4 leaving... if u r not sure hu u r, then juz ask me la... 'MISS MUD' :p

okies... i-guides recruitment drive is totally over... welcome those hu sign up... WELCUM 2 THE BIG FAMILY! a bit -_-''' but still.. those hu missed out, wait till next year bahz... hm... friday got meeting.. which means i have dunno how many hours in between 2 slack... and i haf no idea wat 2 do... i feel so tired these days... being back-stabbed by fren is not a nice thing... i dun mind if its on me, but not on my other frens as well...i hate ppl hu lie, hu thinks tat she is being very nice or wateva... but 2 bad, a stupid person wun noe if some other ppl hates her and tat is really 2 bad... if u heng heng is reading this post, let me tell u.. i dun mind u saying things behind my back cos at most only i get a little pissed off... and i can still give in... but i warn u! do not include other innocent ppl into our own unhappiness! i am seriously not hapy at all... in case u dunno, u haf been toking very loudly in the bus. canteen and i haf overheard wat u say... and u make me totally lose my appetitte for the 1st day when i can sit down with my class frens for a proper lunch... u totally screwed it! and btw, i will never acknowledge u again... at least for a damm long time... u can continue 2 tok behind my back, cos i wun give a damm shit abt u ever again!


oh ya... something from the past was brought up 2day.. and it really made me go all moody and kind of sad la... and i oso dunno how they noe the past thingy.. but, well.. 4get it lor... i haf 2 say its all over.. i did a lot of thinking during the holidays... and i realise tat, maybe it would be easier and happier for me 2 live with more frens... so i decided 2 get back 1 of my fren again, and i haf 2 say it turn out ok... (right? if u reading this pls tag hor...) the other, i will juz leave at it 1st... till... till... till i feel like it la... hehe ^_^


school starts and there are so damm many projects and its kind of driving me nuts!!! yeah... i am going nuts.. AdFS, FPQAP, FPr, Music, FSM.. i am sure CSAS will oso haf de la... sianz!!! so many abt cooking de.. i noe cooking is fun, but 2 much experimental cooking will make me go nuts! haha!!! see... i am a nut case liaoz... -_-'''

tsol ta ma i