也许我们有缘无分, 但你有必要这样对待我吗? 忽冷忽热的, 你觉得我承受得了吗? 因为你, 我不知道哭了几次. 我好累, 好累, 好辛苦喔! 很多人都觉得我和你有可能. 但我不敢给自己任何的希望. 我觉得自己像个傻瓜, 好笨. 我觉得好辛苦. 你到底在想什么呢? 真是令我头痛啊!

STUPID LA!!! h&w is directly after PDM, the next day... like wth!!! a lot 2 study lehz.. and 2 think tat the week b4 term test we haf 2 submit so damm many proposals, reports and haf interviews lor!!! aiyohz... really no time sia!!!! and directly after tat gonna open cafe 4 trial run le.. no break nor rest lehz.. alamakz!!!

I'M TIRED ARH!!!

I WAN A GOOD LONG BREAK!!!

yesterday was a shectic cum fun day? yea... morn met up 2 do h &w project.... after tat was lecture... then mp meeting.. then went SAR 2 do things.. do a bit till i cry sia... haiz.. heng log team was there and they sort of cheered me up la... yepz.. there after tat went sport complex look 4 ting they all and we watched ppl run... haha!!! then after tat went kelly poon de concert.. i won a poster which in the end we had 2 bargain 4? stupid la.. but got it anyways.. haha!!! the DJ damm funny la... but i haf 2 say the concert was kind of boring la... then after tat was dinner @tm with us 8 gals... haha!!! finally 2gether again! after so damm long la... then... 72-ed with alesia... walked home from bus stop *scary* then no 1 at home lor.. i was shocked... then dad and mum came home when i was bathing... they bought chicken wings!!! haha!!! hmm.. after tat nothing 2 do.. watch tv then sleep le lor...

i realise my previous post kind of end without a proper ending so here it is...:
yepz.. then my whole day's mood was affected la.. somemore i was kena shout at in the morn by some1.. which totally pissed me off.. but i heck care abt it.. only after tat then i break down only mahz... yepz.. i'm now feeling so much better... *(i think)*

i think i am too stressed out? i broke down quite a number of times 2day... MP is really gonna kill me.. after toking 2 miss choo, i felt so scared abt my mp... in the comp lab, i wanna break down le.. last night i oso breaked down.. cos i guess i haf no confidence bahz... seriously, if u ask me 2 walk ard tp on my own now, i can say tat i dun dare 2... i haf no idea y i now become like tat le... last night after toking 2 shan on the phone, i had a nightmare.. in my dream, every1 was laughing at me, pointing at me, scolding me, shooting me and etc... when i woke up, i was crying...

haiz... my heart kena 'dong yao' le la... i was so damm happy when i woke up this morning sia!!! woots! the thing i saw in my hp really cheered me up lor :P but, as the day went on, the sad mood seems 2 be coming back.. apparently i'm not the only 1 feeling sad.. there are some of us still living the the sadness created from the past few days, and till 2day is still rying de... not tat we want 2 or wat, but juz sad la... haiz.. but am happy cos made new frens, formed new bonds and stuffs.. so juz happy and sad la.. erm.. ya.. haha!!!

to the peeps out there hu r worring, dun worry so much, i am ok de.. or rather, will be ok de.. juz give me time ^_^


and 2 tat mister, thank u 4 making my day! ^_^

waoots! i am tired!! past few days dropped so much tears.. but at least i think they were worth it la.. simply rock man! u guys are greaT!!! ^_^

haiz... how 2 be happy and cheerful when things occuring are making me sad lehz? haiz.. y do i keep seeing ppl tat reminds me of sad sad past de!!!! y is there some1 hu looks exactly like u when i no longer wish 2 see u! argh!!! its so damm irritating la!!! and y did i even bother 2 ask the other u if u were attending tat thing? should haf let u '4gotten' about it.. then i wun be so unhappy again :( haiz.. a day with handling the 2 of u... the only lucky thing is, i dun think i will haf 2 work with the 2 of u tat much le bahz... its not my business anyways... but if i do haf 2 work with u all.. then.. maybe.. juz maybe, its my luck? question is.. will i be cheerful when working with u all? or will i be quiet quiet? hmm....

fun was the past few days.. and tiring it was oso... new frens made... yeah yeah... haha!!! i am 1 lucky person 2 noe so many good ppl... anger made me do stupid actions, at which i sincerely apologise 4 them...

carina is nice.. haha!!!