Vesak this year had been very extremely meaningful to me... really... i helped shifu in the preparation of the exhibitions... starting 3 weeks ago.. from the captions, to photo selection, buying materials, developing etc etc... all the way from scratch, till seeing the exhibits being put up 1 by 1, and then the devotees coming to look at them, seeing smiles on their faces etc.. all this simple processes made me smile wide too... i felt so happy, i felt like crying! i made ppl smile!!! vesak day itself was nice. the candle light porcession was something i have never seen b4.. so so so so so so nice!!! every1 chanting 2getehr LOUDLY! every1 has smiles on their face while the procession was in progress, every1 receiving the blessings etc etc... everything tat happened was juz so touching! i cried... crying from happiness.. i can't describe it! but its happiness that i've never felt b4... its different from the type of 'happy' tat we normally feel... there was appreciation, kindness and many other types of emotions going on at the same time! its juz so amazing! when i went back 2 keep everything 2day, i felt proud of myself, that i was able to make many happy! emotions were running thru me while i kept the exhibits...
but, on the contrary, i do feel a bit bad too.. cos i feel that i din help shifu enough, in the sense that i was slow, blur and .. not very well organized? she said that i'm new.. yet, i knew myself tat i could haf done better! its ok, there i oways a next year! ^_^
thank you very much Shifus! for giving me the chance to so a meritous job, to be able to help others, to be able to benifits others... thank you all very much for the guidances and oso being able to put up with nonsense-filled me :P thank you to other volunteers who help too... my 'lao-ma-zi' who taught me a lot, and haf been bearing up with noisy me too... alicia for oways being with me etc etc.. so many many more! debbie, francia.. thanks a lot too!!! ^_^
exams is over!!!
but somehow, i seem more busy huh.. lol!!!
chun ying shifu is back from india for a 2 months break! so i'm helping her with the exhibits for vesak... seems 2 be never ending work de nehz! lolzz!!! at the same time, i'm helping chun hui shifu with notes and other things for vesak too!!! i need more time, better time management, and more rest! muahahahaha!!! thou i'm busy, i am happy :D
wat is after vesak? hmmmm.... lol!
