christmas this year has been... different? well, different cos i've been spending time with friends of my friends! haha! it has been fun thou.
christmas eve: watching alvin and the chipmunks 2 with shan and her 2 frens, xiang ling and jian ren, thou i did not even speak one word to jian ren except for thank you, and with xiang ling, well, we had fun bullying shan :P then at night, went with ting and a guy name josh for sherlock holmes! watched the 11.30pm de show, reached home ard 3am :P but well, had fun thou.

was extremely tired, but still went to PKFT on christmas day itself. had a small talk with DYSF and CHSF as well, cos well, gong yang them la. then was asked to go help out on the 17th of jan, which yes, i agree to go. went home ard 10 cos of the talking.

26th: lunch with meili at NYNY, the food not as nice le :( and the dun haf the food i want anymore. haiz. broke some news to her, she's shock but otherwise ok :P then night time had a last lesson at PKFT, which will once again commence next year, but on a tuesday le. thou i think i might continue for a sat lesson.. hmmm... well, reached early, ask questions as normal :P a baby boy named matthew came! he's sooooo cute!!!! played with him, help 2 take care of him and ya. was fun :P haha!! lesson ended, gong yang CNSF, played with matthew a bit more then go home le

fever and cold come knocking on my door, and i stupidly opened the door and welcomed them in to sit. now, they refuse 2 leave -_-

yesterday was a long long long long day... woke up at 5plus am to get ready to go the PKFT to go to an animal protection farm in malaysia. report at 7.15 at PKFT, DY shifu came down and gave a little talk, then we left le. 3 buses, lead by DYSF, CHSF and CNSF. i was with DYSF, thou thru the day spent time to talk to the other 2, and well, pluck up courage to take photos with them :P haha!!! i think CNSF will laugh out real loud if she see one pic of hers in my cam :P haha!! anyways, all the animlas in the protection farm have a stpry behind them... thru the trip, i wanted 2 cry so many times! cos, seriously, the animals were very poor thing de. i am a person who is very scared of snakes de. but i nearly wanted 2 cry at the sight of one to the snake. its tail has been chopped off by some not very nice people. so when it was saved by the farm animals, they tried to sew it back for the snake but well, they were not able to! and now, the snake has no ends. imagine this, if u lose one of your feet? how will it feel? its almost exactly the same feeling! then there is also this dog, who keeps barking, cos it thinks humans are very bad cos it was injured by humans. it barked till it has no more voice le! and its also blind in an eye and limping a bit! my heart really goes out to these animals...
but its also an 'adventureous' trip for me. i overcome part of my fears for snakes, i touch some pigs, goats, porccupine and had my hand peckked by the ostrich! haha! all thanks to the shifus who say to overcome your fears, the best way is to face them! DYSF was the one who asked me to feel the 'fur' of the pig, cos she knew that i've never touched nor seen a pig soo big before! (p.s the size of the pigs are enormous! cos normally, at half their current size, they are killed to be consumed by humans) well, i can only say the pig's fur is hard!! as hard as hay! its even harder than the baby porccupines spikes! then i was with DYSF to try the pstrich and the goats. haha! it was fun to be with her. cos she was juz like she has gone back to her childhood days and she was the kid once again! lunch, then headed off to a shifu's place, where we had tea. another touching session, cos well, ya, the people there are really kind and generous! and then lastly to a chocolate factory which was, well, ok la.. haha!!! juz glad that well, i bought some chocolates for my family :)

at night was hui zhi's wedding, went with WT and ZR. i like, forgot everyone's name there le lor :P ZR was at my side reminding the names:P haha!!! i felt guilty. cos in the day, i was told not to kill animals, yet at night, i was eating everything seafood. but well, juz enjoyed myself ^_^ haha! yes, i still ate. many thanks to hui zhi who invited me to the wedding, seriously, every1 was very shocked! cos ya, i haf left SCB so long ago le... but its nice to see everyone again ^_^


cherish life, love animals. i'm even more determined to be a vegeterian le...

recollections of what has been done over the weekends:

sat: night class as per normal, nothing much really happened. help ard as usual, then... went home le lor...

sun: Tulips Hearts Day!!! sold tulips for the children cancer foundation. was ok la... singapore still has a lot of generous ppl. then went off for wei ting de birthday celebraion. haha! we are known as the... DECORATORS!!! haha! was quite fun la. we had fun on our own too, playing taboo, and we also had a class talk? haha! with xin ru, amanda, wei qiang, huai wen, shanlyn, alesia, shu jie, hui nee and me. ting joined us on and off. was surprised by some news.. like wow! so many ppl haf the same opinion! really caught my by lots of surprise! it was really nice la, every1 juz sit down and juz chat. well, girls gathering on the 21st, class gathering to the night safari on the 3rd of jan! ^_^ after that went eat tau huay supper with alesia and shu jie! nice! then home sweet home! yeahness!

mon: nothing much, slack ard at home

tues: medical check up in the morning. my heart condition has not improved, as seen from the echo scan. instead, it got worse. its a natual occurance and nothing can stop it. no medication, no prevention. but well, i'll juz haf 2 accept it bahz. afternoon went GIANT at tamp and saw shu jie! hahah!!! stupid giant did not haf so much of the things i needed la! irritating. went cold storage at kovan to get the rest of the things i needed. then home and prepared a different dinner for my family. every one had loads of the food cos ITS NICE!!! haha! salad, chicken mayo with bread and ministrone!!! yummy! but cooked too much so mum bought to the office to day!

today, i manged to get some truth out of someone and i'm glad he's starting to open himself up! ^_^ cooking lunch for the kids later! ^_^

friday nigth at PKFT.. hmm.. 2day only had some chanting.. only 4 shifus left... DYSF and CYSF went india! but for the 1st time can hear CHSF sing so loudly! haha! all of them were practically coughing! haiz... it has been so long and they are still coughing... DDSF was sitting around after everything while i was having my almost weekly private lesson with CHSF. haha!!! well ,another one hour of lesson today, instead of tmr. both of us were happy 2night. cos she was very glad that i learn a lot and was putting into practice. thou she say its not easy, but she is still very glad i managed to do so, and is still continuing to do so! well, i have the motivation to carry on with practice, cos i'm so happy when i achieve something GOOD! but there is still so much more to learn. well, till next week then! haha!!