i was reading some archieve posts just now. till now, i wonder if i have the courage to mentioned your names here that i really fell for u back then? seriously, there were 2 of u... i tot i've 4gotten, but somehow, as i read, the memories came back... but i'll assure, its 95% sweet memories, 5% or less of sad memories... both of u have been extremely sweet to me back then. but at the same time, both of u broke my heart the worst, in different ways. as i saw into msn, both of u are in the same category tat i created, and at this point of time, both of u are online. the possibility of u guys reading this is extremely slim, seeing that i no longer talk 2 u. but i dun deny, i really do miss u.. if only, i could have the chance, i would like to see u once more, and tll u how i felt back then. i dun expect any return answer. but what good is there to tell u how i feel? for all i noe, u may juz laugh at me for my foolishness, as if any of u would have returned the feeling, its all juz wishful thinking on my part... but esp D, i would really like to know... what were u thinking back then? i noe its pointles to know now, seeing some decisions i've already made... but i would really like to know out of curiousity...

seeing that this is the end of my blog, can i mention the names finally? i think not... see, my courage fails me once more... maybe there can be some help from my dear frens? :P

若忘不了，那又何曾叫做放下呢？

ah no!!! i really need 2 4get and let go!!!!!!!!!