why am i doing so much and putting in so much effort when rubbish attitude is wat i get in return?
doing everything till pain and bled...
crying while doing all this things cos i really appreciate everything! and then, things took a turn and?
tears drip drip..

i'm no longer looking 4ward... i feel so troubled... y do things haf 2 be so damm difficult!

i wanna go to the beach and scream...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


a n d i c a n o n l y s a y m y p r e d i c t i o n s c a m e t r u e... w h a t a m i s u p p o s e t o d o n e x t? c a n i m a n a g e? g r e a t h e a d a c h e...