today, i feel as if i've lost a very important friend. i'm not angry with you, i'm just disappointed. i'm not sad, i'm just disappointed. i cried, cos i'm disappointed. i puked, cos i'm disappointed. i'm just really very extremely disappointed. i have no idea what is running though your mind. i have no idea which is the truth, and how much of those words you said are lies. i cannot think clearly anymore. i think, all of us need time to calm down. till then, i do not wish to see you, nor him. i don't ever want to see him, as i know i'll surely slap him, or even bash him up. till i've calm down, i'll ask you out once again. it'll take some time, but i hope that the friendship can be saved. i just want to let you know that no matter what happens, we'll still be friends, and that i'll forever be there for you whenever you need me. do not hesitate to call me, should you ever need a friend. i'll listen to you talk, but i can't see you, for now. we all need to calm down. remember, you ARE IMPORTANT to me, and to us, i just hope that one day, you will wake up, and realise how worried we are for you. i'm disappointed, yes. but i still regard you as one of my important friend. i'm awaiting the day when you could see us and when we can have a place in your heart once again...

girl, you might be angry with what is to come next. i warn you 1st... but i need a place to let out my anger.. it's normal if you feel angry, but this is my blog... i believe i haf the freedom 2 write wat i wan. no names mention.. if u think its u, its u.... if u think its not u, well, think again...

to the son-of-a-bitch. (no offence to any mums at all... mothers is one of the greatest gift one can have... its juz a phrase... ) i don't care if you're reading this. to us, you are a piece of shit, a bustard or even worse than those. you are juz a waste of space on earth. i'm damm pissed off with you. u better watch out, for the next time i see you, be prepared to get a tight and hard slap across your face. and trust me to do it when i say so. RETURN OUR FRIEND TO US!

i cried really hard.. even as i'm typing, i'm crying.. i'm really sad and disappointed... my heart aches like nobody's business... i dunno what is going thru everyone's mind now.. but seeing how angry every1 got, i juz can't stop crying.. even shanlyn was yelling the F word so many times, u can juz imagine how bad it is.. we do not want to hear lies.. we're sick and tired of it.. we haf held back for so long.. today, every1 juz let off the anger... well, only less than 50% of anger.. i saw how angry and disappointed every1 were, my heart aches.. of all days, it happened today... i'm sorry shu jie, i'll make up another happier birthday treat for you... but still, we 化悲愤为力量 and still had fun... its juz that, i think, maybe there could haf been more fun if our GIRLFREN was there... not the guy, only the girl... it could, it might haf been more fun...