argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna kill kong ba bao!!!!!!!!!!!!! there are things that i haf 2 go thru my boss so tat i wun get caught! i did not say i'm not gonna help u anymore liao... u din even give me a chance 2 explain myself and u slam the phone down at me.. wat i wanted 2 do is juz explain the situation 2 u only! I NEVER SAY I'M NOT GONNA HELP U!!!!!!!! can u imagine the consequences if i'm caught? its not the 1st time i'm caught helping some1 liaoz lor.. i was scolded and warned... wat if i'm caught again? by the way, u made me cry a lot... u sounded sacratistic, fierce... do u haf 2 raise your voice at me? i'm sad, wei qu and angry :(

and wat's more? there was no proper thanks from u... it hurts.. 2 the core..


alex saw me sad... he ask me y i so sian... i told him wat happened, kind of breaking down half-way... he wanted 2 help me scold u.. i stop him, cos i dun wan things 2 get any more worse.. he said: ' i tot you're a strong gal, how cum u oso got so sad and easily affected de?' my reply was tat i was never stong... i look strong, feel strong... but i'm never strong... b4 he left, he told me 2 cheer up again and 2 give kong ba bao's e-mail 2 him tmr so tat he can scold him... ' what rights does a contract staff haf 2 scold another contract staff?! plus he came in later than u!'

thanks 2 all who showed me your care and concern... shu fang, ting, zhirui, alex, ann, vivien, linda etc... thanks! ^_^ i'm slightly better le... maybe i'm juz kind of stressed bahz :)