argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna kill kong ba bao!!!!!!!!!!!!! there are things that i haf 2 go thru my boss so tat i wun get caught! i did not say i'm not gonna help u anymore liao... u din even give me a chance 2 explain myself and u slam the phone down at me.. wat i wanted 2 do is juz explain the situation 2 u only! I NEVER SAY I'M NOT GONNA HELP U!!!!!!!! can u imagine the consequences if i'm caught? its not the 1st time i'm caught helping some1 liaoz lor.. i was scolded and warned... wat if i'm caught again? by the way, u made me cry a lot... u sounded sacratistic, fierce... do u haf 2 raise your voice at me? i'm sad, wei qu and angry :(

and wat's more? there was no proper thanks from u... it hurts.. 2 the core..


alex saw me sad... he ask me y i so sian... i told him wat happened, kind of breaking down half-way... he wanted 2 help me scold u.. i stop him, cos i dun wan things 2 get any more worse.. he said: ' i tot you're a strong gal, how cum u oso got so sad and easily affected de?' my reply was tat i was never stong... i look strong, feel strong... but i'm never strong... b4 he left, he told me 2 cheer up again and 2 give kong ba bao's e-mail 2 him tmr so tat he can scold him... ' what rights does a contract staff haf 2 scold another contract staff?! plus he came in later than u!'

thanks 2 all who showed me your care and concern... shu fang, ting, zhirui, alex, ann, vivien, linda etc... thanks! ^_^ i'm slightly better le... maybe i'm juz kind of stressed bahz :)

i'm meeting mr' kong ba bao' everyday now -_- hahahahaha!!! no la.. juz 2 take things from him 2 be taken 2 hitachi towers, dun think 2 much la -_- then co-incidentally will meet dennis or linwei lor ^_^ so my fun haven end yet :P haha!! so i'm a happy gal lor... till the last day, then i'll say bye 2 them :)
no 4getting 2 take 1313 *** contacts 1st :P i think i found his friendster.

zi'm in office.. but very bored... haiz...

2day, treasury gonna move over 2 batt road le... its ocnfirm... they will move after office hours... meaning, if i go back at 6, i'll be able 2 see them move their things le lor... but this oso means tat i'll haf no 'good frens' 2 play with le :( wt noes wat i mean la... i think i'll miss them bahz.. thou got 2 of them who live near me.. but i juz dun get 2 see them lor... i dun mind not seeing 1 of them thou, haha!!! who ask him oways suan me -_- the other 1, hmm... i noe, and some1 else noe can le.. haha!!! as 4 the 3rd 'fren', well, i'm working near his bother at batt road level 27 so np oso de la... haha!!!

i'll really miss u greatly i guess huh... can't say anything now cos.. well, i dunno wat lies in the future 4 me... maybe i'll be able 2 see u again since i'm working only upstairs from u.. haha!!!

i realise the ID is only 10 number away... both are... 13135*something*9 :P ^_^


last night i dreamt of u.. me and wt were once again graduating... u put your arms round her shoulder.. i showed a jealous face and walked away immediately back 2 my seat.. u saw, showed another face, walked 2wards me and literally hug me... wat a weird dream... i had lots of dreams of u... i wonder y...

i'm in office, nothing 2 do... so bored... some witch in office juz made a nice gal cry -_- she is really a damm witch la! she better watch her back lor... sure there will be retribution de... i swear she'll get it!

i told weiting somehting yesterday.. erm, kind of lifted something off my chest... so wat now? hmm... maybe i can 'ming shi' arh? put things more obvious? dunno arh.. very confusing arh!!! muahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dunno wat's wrong tat i deserve this kind of cold treatment... i dunno wat's up with u but i'm kind of sad and disappointed by your reaction...

i'm not very faimiliar with u yet la.. so i wun share any drink or food with direct contact from u de la.. very sorry! maybe next time but not now la... i'll see u soon...

my wokring hours are now 8am till 5pm -_- but i normally only go home at earliest 7pm la... i think i can die... haf not been eating dinner for... since monday la... haha!!! only ate tau hua! nice!!! haha!!!

i'm missing u la!!! arh!!!! get out of my head man!!!! urgh!

i taught u how 2 be more humane, how 2 be more open to people... there was no words of thanks from u and yet, all i receive was a cold shoulder from u... fine with me... juz dun regret...

i cried... again...

y do u choose 2 walk away from me? its damm saddening... i lose all my mood on my way home le la!!! all thanks 2 u!!!! or u can say i lose my mood b4 i even go home : (

takes time 2 grow up and truly learn...