Thursday, September 25, 2008
i really miss my old dept... i'm toking 2 one of my collegue at my ex dept.. as i'm typing, i'm kind of crying....
1st cry: ryan break the news tat i'll no longer be with my dept... a new gal will be replacving me, and i dunno where i'll be
2nd cry: i'm allocated 2 a corner which will be seated by some1 else but not me = no proper table, no proper position
3rd cry: minyee says i'll be returned 2 joanna, but dunno where i'll be yet
4th cry: on a thursday when i found out tat i'll be with joanna on a friday, the next day... i was crying and begging minyee juz 2 let me stay for 1 more day..
5th cry: i found out tat i'll no longer be at level 3 of hitachi tower, instead, i'll be sent 2 SCB at battery road ALONE!!! no more frens, no more happiness, no more ppl i like...
6th cry: i had no table nor chair at SCB batt rd... i was standing at the enterance of 27th level, facing the whole company... and every1 was like asking why the hell i'm there? every1 was staring at me...
7th cry: my 'ex' boss said tat he dun wan me 2 put my things at securities dept cos i'm oways there 2 disturb huizhi and yolanda.. when all i was doing was helping them? the hurt is damm... ouch..
8th-???th cry: everytime i tell some1 where i am, why i'm there and wat happen, i'll oso cry... juz told jeff wat happened, i'm crying... as i'm typing, i'm oso crying...
I REALLY MISS MY SECURITIES DEPT LIFE!!!!!
.i smiled today, have u? .