i'm very greatful and thankful 4 all my frens who are there 4 me... juz 2 inform u gals, i dun think i will cry la... hmm, somehow, i'm very sad but i'm not crying.. i'm seeing that as a good sign... i wun cry.. its not worth it.. but even if i do cry.. it will be very very little... things will be over very soon... i dun think i will miss him.. at least i dun think so... really thank u very much 4 your supports!!! i'm very touched.. ^_^

i'm sick and i'm tired.. i'm a lot of times taken for granted... in 3 years, i've come 2 noe a few bustards... like wth... can still say: 'its ok de la, she is ok with it de'
wth! halo, i'm ok with it if its within my limit. once u overstep it, i will even be willing 2 kill u lor.. haiz.. i think, this sad chapter of my life will haf 2 be kept in my history book once again, and never 2 be taken out....
word of adivse 2 u mr bustard: do not hurt a gal by giving her so much false hope if u haf no feelings 4 her... it will only hurt her very very much like how u hurt me... if u do haf feelings 4 her, tell her straight and dun hint 2 her! she might not catch it! then she will only regret that she did not catch your hints... and thus more hurt...


the tears juz will not drop this time round.. is it good or bad? what does it shows? i dunno, i'm confused...

haiz.. extremely ouched.. i wanna cry, but the tears wun come.. y? i was really hurt u noe! idiot, bustard!!! u noe your attitude really sucks now? damm irritating la! in case u dunno... i do get hurt easily de hor!!! u damm damm damm irritating bustard!!! haiz.. its so sad relating 2 close frens what u haf done.. but somehow, the tears juz wun come la... its all cuopped up inside me and its making me feel so terrible and miserable...... haiz... (T_T) :'(

2day went back school 4 mp again -_- well, since when haf i not? lols... after school went with shan eat @ billy bomb... took bus 168 to bedok inter.. i slept in theb us on the way... hmm.. then.. took 25... fell asleep & over stop -_- so walk home lor.. so long walk la... burnt vway the calories consumed @ dinner le :P

i'm happy tat u r somewt back 2 normal le... so maintain like tat k? ^_^

haiz.. my mp3 gone case le!!!! juz passed the warrenty stage.. so damm sian la... haiz.. can't even reformat it.. damm sad!!! haiz...
past few days, a lot of ppl haf been telling me, rather, scholding me.. like y the hell did i missed out so many chances... all the while back then i did not know tat u were actually big hinting me.. now, looking back, i feel so damm stupid 2 let u go la.. haiz...

The rain, just never seems to bring the joy,
I feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and ya know, I'd never let you go
The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say I remember everything on that day
I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance to share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go...

this song 'never let you go' by Janice so damm describes my mood now...