i think i am too stressed out? i broke down quite a number of times 2day... MP is really gonna kill me.. after toking 2 miss choo, i felt so scared abt my mp... in the comp lab, i wanna break down le.. last night i oso breaked down.. cos i guess i haf no confidence bahz... seriously, if u ask me 2 walk ard tp on my own now, i can say tat i dun dare 2... i haf no idea y i now become like tat le... last night after toking 2 shan on the phone, i had a nightmare.. in my dream, every1 was laughing at me, pointing at me, scolding me, shooting me and etc... when i woke up, i was crying...