haiz... how 2 be happy and cheerful when things occuring are making me sad lehz? haiz.. y do i keep seeing ppl tat reminds me of sad sad past de!!!! y is there some1 hu looks exactly like u when i no longer wish 2 see u! argh!!! its so damm irritating la!!! and y did i even bother 2 ask the other u if u were attending tat thing? should haf let u '4gotten' about it.. then i wun be so unhappy again :( haiz.. a day with handling the 2 of u... the only lucky thing is, i dun think i will haf 2 work with the 2 of u tat much le bahz... its not my business anyways... but if i do haf 2 work with u all.. then.. maybe.. juz maybe, its my luck? question is.. will i be cheerful when working with u all? or will i be quiet quiet? hmm....