i hate u cos i liked u...
i am now totally at lost at wat 2 do...
u dun owe me anything now, and neither do i owe u anything...
but is this the way 2 treat a person?
is this the way 2 treat a fren?
or am i no longer a fren?
i was damm sad and ouched 2day la!
u really are an idiot la!!!!
the more i type the more angry and disappointed i am la...
i am oso getting more sad la...
i am trying very hard not 2 cry...
haf been telling myself its not worth it...
but the blow tat comes 2 me by u is juz getting larger and larger la...
i cannot take it de..
i seem so strong on the outside...
but do u noe tat i am not tat stong and tat i need u acutally?
but now i dun think i need u le...
u can be declared almost gone in my life...
y i say almost is cos i am soft hearted and u will oways be 4given no matter wat...
things will change...
u will change..
but 4 now...
i dun think my feelings will yet...
not as yet..
thou there is addition of anger and disappointments..
but the old feeling is still there..
and my i juz soften when i see u..
and i can't really bear 2 hate u...
haiz..
i dunno wat i am toking la..
hate or dun hate?
i dunno...
but pls dun treat me so badly anymore can? i am a girl and i do get hurt very esaily....