well apperantly, i 2day was not in a very happy mood by 12noon... cos! i feel so damm demoralised!! cos i dunno y recipes juz can't work out!!! when ppl b4 me haf done it b4... feel so sad lor... ya... haiz.. 2day is juz a sian and sad day le lor.. cos after tat i went with my parents 2 buy things.. i norm will juz take and throw into trolley de.. but2day, juz walk with them.. then really super sian lor.. haiz.... juz no mood la... haiz...

i can feel the gap in between us tat is growing so far apart.. i really dunno wat 2 say le... i was sad partly bcos of the gap and the distance.. but i chose 2 remain quiet andl et my tearsdrop later... thou i haf been fighting hard 2 stop it, it juz wun stop.. i dun wanna break the trend of postings happy post for some time le.. but no choice.. 2day is juz a very sad day 4 me.. esp. after... 'seeing ppl' bahz.. haiz..