sometimes it pays 2 be roaming around in the net... i haf 2 accept things tat i dun wanna see.. 4 another time yet again, i was, can say, heart broken? yeah... i was trembling, hands were so cold, heart was really beating hard, and tears were like free water la... seriously, the net can be such a 'unsafe' place bahz.... but! i 4got 2 say.. i controlled my tears, cos its not worth them 2 drop 4 such a stupid reason... i am lucky 2 haf my frens who immediately called me 2 cheer me up.. thanks gals!!!

perheaps i missed the time already? perheaps everything has turned into anger and hatered? perheaps it time 4 me 2 give up and move on? but y is every1 saying still muz wait? i guess i can only see how as the days go by le... haiz..