haiz... i feel so damm embrassed.. last week, during one of the lunch time, i actually burst out into tears! can u imagine it??? in front of my relatives and family, i cried... and i cannot stop my tears from dropping during the journey home in my dad's car... of cuz i lied 2 my family y i was crying la.. i said i was angry tat my body kept having sickness.. thou i noe tat its only 10% of the reason.. the main reason is cos i am slightly over-stressed by some other issues la... till i abit bth, 2 tired le... haiz...
i'm still thinking should i get back at ppl... i keep teeling myself, wat's in the past is the past le, no point in seeking revenge right? haiz...

this is a month where i will often fall sick... i haf been warned and told.. wat will happen 2 me next? i oready haf enough... i dun wanna suffer anymore.. its getting 2 tiring 4 me le.. i cannot tahan de... only haf a month haf passed and i fell sick like mad.. still got half month more 2 go lor!! argh!!!