haiz.. i dunno wat is wrong with me de la.. i dunno y i was so damm super scared of seeing u that i really trembled u noe? i dunno wat is wrong.. i mean seriously la.. i dunno wat is wrong la.. i dun even noe wat am i fearing lor... very stupid right? but i dunno y i juz cannot help it la.. 'ah bu', really sorry that i made u wasted your effort.. but i really juz can't help it but 2 run away la... i noe i very stupid, but i really juz cannot help it lehz... i only noe tat wat is going on now is somewat normal la.. tat i how i feel la.. cos of previous experience that caused me 2 be so scared.. i think i will hate the previous person even more.. cos tat person is the cause of all my misery now lor.. damm sad lor.. haiz...


it used 2 be a sweet thing when i see u.. now, i dunno y but its seems 2 be a torture... even whe i dream of u, i will wake up in tears... dreams of u r sweet b4 i felt scared.. now, i rather not haf those dreams...