2day tok tok a lot with meili.. she told me 2 do something which i absolutely dare not do de!! how? bu arh, i think even if u give me the courage hor, i dun think its enough courage 4 me 2 tell him the truth de lor... haiz...until then then see how things goes le la.. maybe, at most, i juz haf 2 go thru pain and then 4get again? i am really scared la.. everything i say is i dunno i dunno, how? haiz... and the more i think abt it, the more i feel its impossible.. i dunno y u all, 9 out of 10 ppl told me tat its possible lor... do u all really see it tat way? or izzit juz a feeling?? haiz.. i feel so confused... morse code, r u in the same boat as me, tat is y the 2 of us r like tat? going around in our own circlr, yet not stepping out? if 1 of us were 2 step out of our circle and put ourself on the path haven made 4 us, will it be a very happy ending 4 the both of us? i hope u can read this and think oso la... if u read this, reply me via e-mail kz? provided u noe hu u r :P haha ^_^