i was so so damm pissed off tat i actually cried 2day!!!

and 2day is my suay day... saw ppl whom i din really wanna see de... take water spill water on myself, kena scolded for no apperant reason, cook rice burnt my hand, water left on the table i can oso spill on myself, my new shirt has a hole, step into a puddle of muddy water, and some things here and there la.. some things which cannot be said etc etc... haiz.. 2day is juz a super sad day...

its a weekend again!! yeahness!! muahaha.. omg! can get so high la.. i tell u hor.. once the weekday reach the end of the wednesday hor, me and my frens all will start 2 get slightly high le.. cos the weekend will be coming! haha!! lab can be quite fun at times.. cos we will be singing songs, acting as if some invisible ppl were ard us, tok a lot of stories esp when we were young, eat ice-cream, drink tea, eat cakes, rice, waffles etc etc... omg.. esp when got no teachers hor, lab can be so damm high man! haha!!! come 2 think abt it, our TSO and teachers haf been very very good 2 us.. haha!! and it was like most of the days when they were not in the lab de lor.. haha!!! so the lab is juz mostly students nia... but there were oso boring times la.. when it was our turn 2 cook or wash up or wateva.. then when got nothing 2 do when others are busy can oso get kind of boring la... ya.. but seriously, we eat cake eat till scared le.. so ppl ard us haf been getting a lot of food from us oso.. haha!! okiies... i dunno wat 2 say le..

i am sick :( fever+flu+cough.. argh! can die la!!! last week went 2 cementry and fell down.. then my hand got a super horrible scar.. sadness :(

this is the 2nd week into SIP le.. time passes so damm slow lor.. aiyoh... everyday read books, do research etc etc.. really really damm sianz lor.. haha!!! nothing much interesting happened la.. only 2day i ate a lot of rice nia.. till i sensory fatigue then ask ppl help me taste see see.. haha!!! i shall need more new ppl 2 help me taste next time le.. or else later every1 scared of rice le.. haha!!! anyways.. everyday has been eating cakes, seeing kaya, eggs, and ppl washing stuffs... eat cake till really wanna puke le... thou say wanna puke but still will eat cake de lor.. haha!! we add in oreo, rasins, eggs, cheese etc etc... haha!!! then 2day really cos freshly bake de so we all din really dare 2 eat le so decided 2 give 2 a fren of mine lor... rush here rush there, make us all feel so damm super tired lor... i going 2 orh orh le... tmr still need 2 take blood test as an experiment... nitez ppl!! hope 2 see every1 soon ^_^

1st day of SIP.. here we go!!! haha!!!

woots! 2day after morning de school of the launch of package 1a of FAST, alesia and shu jie came over 2 my house to play mahjong.. 4 the 1st time, i actually enjoyed playing mahjong!!! haha! rest assured i will jio more ppl over 2 play next time le.. haha!!!
yesterday de outing, 2day de mahjong.. 2 days of full life 2 me at least la.. haha!!! hopefully tmr and sat can haf life oso :P cos next week onwards i guess i will be 'locked up' in school le bahz :(

yuppie!!!!! i am so happy 2day!! muahahaha!!! u noe y? cos i finnaly had 1 day tat i enjoyed a lot... its like finally i haf a day where there is life.. the rest of the days haf been passing without life and it has been feeling so dead la...
2day went out with lifang, mel, des and duke... supposedly 1pm at tamp inter became near 2pm.. haha!!! then undecided where 2 go so juz sat the train lor... went out for lunch at yoshi at PS, then 2 a movie called Mr Bean which well, wasn't really good and i wun recommend 2 fren de show... was super cold inside the cinema la! Cathy Grand lehz.. haha!!! then after tat went play pool.. or rather, i watch them play cos i cannot play mahz, or my back can die... then while they playing, mel and PA'r came tok tok a bit, and some past were sort of raked up... but still, overcom them.. dinner was at a foodcourt but i had no appetite so only ate and drank fishball soup lor.. haha!!! all of a sudden no appetite 2 eat cos suddenly my medicine makes me feel sleepy.. haha!!! then after tat went home lor.. they walk with me 2 DG de mrt then i came home le... the 2 Ds looked so dead 2day.. then me and mel kept toking kind of left lifang out.. so 2day de lifang a bit left out.. haha!!! in the beginning i tot it was going 2 be a very boring day.. but in the end, i enjoyed 2day a lot.. haha!!! thanks 2 u guys who made my day!! lets go again some other days yeah? rest early and rest well.. i'm sure all of us r tired le.. nitez!!! (^_^)

p.s. sorry and thanks 2 u 4 lending your jacket! cos haf 2 make u suffer in cold, cos i 2 cold le.. really very pai seh!!! :P

haiz.. last night while showering, i had no idea y, but i stared to cry.. for no apperant reason, i was crying... i wanted 2 shower cos it was super damm hot day... then while bathing halfway, suddenly, some memories juz suddenly came back into my mind and i can't stop the tears.. and i haf no idea y these memories juz come back! and ya.. so i was crying.. then when i came out, i dunno y.. but a sort of feeling overcame me.. a feeling which i cannot describe... then i realise something... even if i kou kou sheng sheng say tat i am over yi qian, i fa xian tat bu shi zhen de... kou kou sheng sheng shuo chu kou de hua que bu shi zhen de... now that there is a double saddness, i am not very sure how 2 apporach those things.. sun qi zi ran bahz! ^_^