now in comp lab doing research for FPQA.. found 3 product specification lo!!! yeah!!! haha... anyway, juz now went 2 ITAS canteen with nee and saw 2 ppl... haha... him and him.. :P my mood kena lifted not by the 2nd him, but the 1st him... somehow i see him i will be happy naturally lor... hehe.. the 2nd one.. effects wearing off le.. siaan sia.. i see him twice le, and he even smiled at me lor.. budden its really the 1st one la... i saw his frens, then i knew tat he was there le thou HN kept saying no... haha... and she oso damm blur la... tell her where he was le she still keep cannot se la... haha... damm blur sia :P hmmm... i juz saw him and sort of started going gogogaga again la... haha!!! kk.. i admit i am mad la.. or maybe i am juz trying 2 make myself happy? juz trying 2 not 2 be sad anymore.. thou i look ok, but i noe tat i am not ok...but will any1 care? as long as they see me happy and luaghing they will think tat everything is ok le...haiz.. juz let them continue 2 think tat i am ok bahz...