i feel a lump in my throat tat makes me wanna cry... i wanna get it out but i can't... i can't cry anymore... i think ppl ard me all feel something le... but i dunno y la.. dun think 2 much into it bahz... i juz need 2 let out.. i think i haf kept everything inside me 4 too long le... i din had a good sleep last night, thou i haf been told tat i made the right choice... i dunno if i made the correct choice, but things r gonna change le... :( i dunno when can i let it out... i can't cry at home, and neither can i cry in school... looks like i juz haf 2 keep everything inside me for an even longer period of time le...