haiz... all i haf 2 say is:
i'm a sad sad girl in a big big world...
i dunno wat is going on... but my mood these days kind of bad... maybe is bcos of wat is going on ard me bahz... maybe is oso because of other stuffs...i haf been getting myself 2 study and not use the net from monday till 2day.. and it sort of worked out.. budden 2day i slacked again.. ought 2 give myself a slap sia... haiz.. nvm, i shall go study after i finish blogging... muz study hard if i really wanna do well... i can't afford 2 fail or slack or anything le... i will die!!! haiz... budden back 2 wat i was saying, i dunno y my mood these days not good... i admit, i was putting up a front in school... i wasn't the hp u all see... i came home, a reason 2 keep myself in my room, study lor... juz wanna get away from a lot of things, for example msn bahz... haiz... i get away from msn, i can be happy... like 2day, i juz sat in front of the comp, come back 2 msn... and i juz was not happy le... haiz... when will i ever mature in my thinking???
wat u said were like a thousand knives piercing thru my heart, thou u will not know it... your actions, your words... like i said b4, a thousand sorries cannot heal a broken heart... i am sad and hurt deeply...