i was feeling down 1st... then u appear 2 make me go all happy... for days at a go... when i was juz happy, u make me go all sad again... honestly, i hate your attidtude... but i juz hold back... cos i juz dun wish 2 hurt any1 else... i think its time u realise tat u r not 2 take all thing 4 granted... i mean.. u wun oways have some1 hu will be there 2 be like... a guardian? i dunno how 2 phrase myself... it has been great 2 haf u as a fren... but, sometimes, i think its time 4 u 2 reflect le... no matter wat, i will still oways see u as a fren...


i sometimes hope tat there is no such things as fate or miracle... i spent such a long time 2 4get stuffs... but whenever i was about 2 succeed 2 4get, tat thing juz wun let me 4get... alesia said tat it is not fate 2 4get it... but, its causing me hurt... and i really don't like the feel... the after process oways hurt... things oways turn out 2 be happy for me when i was down.. after tat, for a long time, it seem as if i haf 2 4get the thing again... and when i ALMOST succeed 2 4get, the thing will return 2 make me happy again.. haiz... but i think, this time round, i should be able 2 be happy 4 a long time? keeping my finger corss... ppl reading this, keep your fingers cross as well yeah? juz help me... so tat hopefully i wun feel the hurt again...