彬彬的心声

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

tat stupid feeling is coming back again... i am sure i will lose my sleep again... should i stay over at my aunt's house so tat i wun haf 2 face him in msn? but it was oso in my aunt's house tat i got 2 noe him better thru msn during the last semestral holidays... y muz he be back at this time when i told myself 2 4get him for 1 and a half months? i was so hard for me 2 4get, yet it was so easy 4 him 2 make me think of him again... juz by 2 little actions of his and i fell tat i fell back again... thou it was not as bad as last time... sometimes, i find him so selfish, and oso such an idiot... :( work use 2 keep him off my mind... but now, even thou i am working more, i still can't get hin off!!! i am happy 2 tok 2 him, yet at the same time i dun wanna tok 2 him... i juz can't bring myself 2 block him... every time i do so, 2 seconds later i will unblock him le...
i am juz a gal learning 2 4get things, and not let them get back at me again...
i really hope tat things will not get any worst, or i fear i cannot take it...
i hope tat by working like siao i can 4get everything...
i noe i seem 2 be running away, but tat is the only solution left le...
i hope tat he can juz........ i haf nothing 2 say...


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