i sometimes find tat there r ppl around hu can be damm idiots la! they r selfish... making me go so sad... when they left an empty spot in part of my life... and the next thing i noe, they r back again! damm stupid right? i sometimes feel tat there is some1 out there hu can really really juz be next 2 me, instead of making me go all miserable... y muz there be this thing called sadness? y muz i feel so damm miserable?! wat the heck is going on with me sia! or maybe, 2 a small extend.. wat the heck is going on in the world around me?! argh! i juz feel like killing myself or some ppl out there!!! can any1 juz end my miserable and make sure tat they do not come back?! any1 there hu is willing 2 help? haiz...
my collegue said someting 2 me during work at around 6.45 2day, when she took my hp 2 haf a look... she asked me a question which made me went stunned and all quiet... i mean... wat she said... make me kind of go a bit shock? not sad... but shock... honestly, i dunno y i care so much of wat ppl say around me lehz.... but sometimes, they really can make me go all shock, sad, happy, and blah blah blah...
sometimes i wish tat all of it can be over soon... but i haf 2 say this...
I AM INNOCENT!!! THERE IS NOTHING GOING ON AT ALL!!! BTH ARH!!!