2day is a sad and happy day... sad cos of some things tat happen... things r not wat they use 2 be la bah... haiz... i shall observe more then... happy cos i got a new handphone!!! yeah! but had 2 pay $268 for it... haha... hmm... morning i woke up 2 a swollen gun at the bottom left hand side of my mouth... was so swollen tat i cannot close my mouth, cannot eat and oso haf difficulty toking... i tok as if i haf a short tongue or i was sucking a sweet in my mouth... then eating was also difficult.. i had 2 swallow porridge.. and it swallow without chewing lor... dinner oso... took such a long time 2 eat... and my brother was like saying jia you... i was on the edge of crying so many times 2day lor... and it started 2 bled in the gums since afternoon, till now still bleeding... haiz... tuesday then can go see dentist la... i was so angry over dinner lor, cos my family ate crab... how great... in the end i smash up my crab de shell in order 2 eat... i ate 1 and then dun wan eat le... it was so difficult for me la... so i sat there and watch my family eat... i was so hungry can! and i am still hungry... cos i was so frustrated with eating tat i gave up and decided not 2 eat... now i am so hungry la!!! haiz.. dunno wat 2 do le...


things can be so unpredicted... they r not how they use 2 be... they seem so different... then seem so distant... and they seem 2 be able 2 make me sad...