彬彬的心声

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

hmm... after a nap in the afternoon i felt so much better... having lost my sleep for 2 nights in a row... haiz... i haf 2 admit tat i was not able 2 fall asleep in the afternoon... linda and shanlyn pei me tok over the phone... till i fely sleepy... haha... and once i slpe, i slept for 2 hours plus lor... super tired la... hmmm... when i woke up, while eating dinner, i was still moody... then after tat help my ma wash the toilet, nath... THEN I FELT HIGH!!! oso dunno y... mood turn very good le... haha...
morning met alesia 2 go school 2gether... and she hit the jacpot by asking me a question which was on my mind for a very long time le... and cos of tat... i went moody again... haiz... honestly, alesia, i cannot make a choice... i told u tat i am often stuck in between le lor... i dunno 2 give in 2 who lorz... haiz...
2day in school... i was quiet... shanlyn oso said... honestly, i oso dunno y it affected me so much lor... it brought up past.... so sad la... linda, how am i suppose 2 enjoy??? honestly, i think i will only be hurt and feel pain lorz... like wat they say.. i have oready fallen into the hole... and i think i fell quite deep... how am i suppose 2 get out? shan say give me ropes, but linda say i will cut it... i say put a ladder down, shan think it will sink into the ground... i think even if any1 will wanna save me, i think i might stay inside bahz... then slowly, i will dig a tunnel into another hole, 2 4get this old 1... juz like wat happened in the past...



but do i honestly wish 2 get out??? and which hole have i honestly fell into? which hole do i wanna be in?


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