argh!!! i am gonna 2 be drive crazy by my work... as much as i like 2 work as a child care teacher, i feel tat it is 2 tiring 2 look after 16 under 3 years old kiddos on your own for 11 hours straight bahz... and to think tat boss is planning for me 2 work from 7 till 7... haiz... i am going mad le... but the tot of me using the money 2 get a laptopof my own keeps me going... yeah! haha... there r suppose 2 be another teacher helping me... but the thing is having her helping is no use or even worst than worst than b4, without having her... cos is like she loves 2 daydream and dun really do much, pushing the work 2 me... haiz... then another teacher oso, not willing 2 clean the kids. i mean, u being a child care teacher muz not be scared of shit, vomits and stuffs de mahz... y be a child care teacher if u r scared of stuffs like tat? bth lor... and yesterday was her 1st day of work... and she quit 2day le.. haha... honestly, i am quite happy cos i really dun like her work attitude at all!!! i teach her things she oso dunno, demonstrate 2 her she oso dun follow!!! bth arh!!! cos i noe the kids bez le mah, so as u r new juz do wat i say la!!! bth leh! u think u older than me u noe more mehz? pls lor! u dun even noe the kids name! wat rights do u haf? i remembered all their names within 5 mins lor!!! hu is more experienced i ask u?!!! wah lao!!! bth arh!!! the more i type the more i wanna kill tat stupid old women lor!!! dress like an auntie!!! and she wore the same thing she wore yesterday lor!!! pls la!!! u r reporting for work lehz!!! not anything else hor!!! dressing like tat is worst than going 2 the moarket lor!!! and 2 think tat u din change your clothes?!!! disgusting!!! i really bth arh... 1st time i get so angry cos of my collegues....
hmmm... but after tat ok le la... i am starting 2 cool down now... bez dun get so angry le... haha


am i angry with ........... or am i not angry??? argh...