彬彬的心声

Thursday, December 29, 2005

yesterday tok on the phone till 2am... again... i these days all on the phone de... haha... but its ok la... since i dun wanna sleep so early de... haha... hmm... last night the phone conversation a bit the odd... cos like the 1 and only handphone was being passed around... and i had a time guessing hu was on the other line... plus the given very de noisy background... haha.... so sian... i at home... with like the majority of i-guides off at camp hor... my msn like become very de quiet le... haha... but still got ppl 2 tok 2 la... haiz... so i everyday at home like watching VCD on my computer, playing games, sleep... haha... but i eveyday din eat lunch... cos i dun wanna cook... or else later haf 2 clean up the mess i will make... in other words... lazy la... haha... so dun eat lor... mum oso din put money in the purse... so no money 2 eat lorz... juz now tok on the phone with wei ting... later will tok 2 her again... haha... and i think got some1 else gonna call oso... muz see how 1st thou... haha... hmm... nothing much these days... cos everyday i at home larz... yesterday my group came over 2 do project... but we ended up a bit the dancing away la... haha... we were oso laughing like dunno wat like tat... thou my brother was at home... but hu cares la... then we did managed 2 split up the work... every1 do the same things... then i will collate and print out lorz... we sort of like finished the discussion in 5 mins la... then me, hui nee, shanlyn and jia wen went 2 the playground 2 play... hehe... played on the swings and see-saw... a bit the like deprived child-hood de ppl... haha... then we come back 2 watch TV... but a bit the nothing on la... sianz... they left at 6 and my mum reached home at 6.15... heng arh... haha...
sian la... nothing 2 do le... quite looking 4ward 2 sat... ermz... provided tat those ppl at camp r not 2 tired 2 go out... which i think they will be very tired larz... shall see how...



i realised tat i was still scared... thou some1 else was trying 2 help me... but i was still scared... can any1 explain 2 me y??? y am i so scared of tat thing? i tot it was over le... but tat scary feeling still came back 2 me... and now i oso fear tat the same thing will repeat itself la... but will happen on another de lor... haiz... i feel tat i am so stupid la... haiz... fearful of something which i actually dun haf 2 fear de... haiz...


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