juz put down the phone... was toking 2 linda and i told her wat i think i was feeling... she told me wat i was really feeling... and i freaked out... honestly... i was very scared la... i was laughing like a mad women... but tears were like somewat coming out le lor... see la... i oso dunno y i so scared... haiz... but... i will need help from ppl hu noes wat is going on... i noe got some of them like helping in a way le.. thanks peeps... hehe... erm... i dun wan tat thing 2 go worse la hor... juz dun let me fall deeper into it... get me out of it... muahahaha... feeling so much better after talking 2 linda... my meaning of help is 2 get me out of it... haha... i noe tat i will not fall deeper de... with u all de help... haha... tat day will not come! IT WILL NOT COME DE!!! hmm... but still.. thanks ppl!